Bismillah. This is a letter did I wish to send to you, but I know, I still dont have the courage. I know this letter will remain here if Allah's answered my prayer to be with you . But if not, I hope I have the strength to read it for the last time , and click the delete button. Dear you, 20th April 2019 Its good to see you again after 3 months of virtual meeting in whatsapp. I cant resist to fell nervous before seeing you . I do miss you. at first, you dont really seeing me even I gave the sweetest and sincere smile I have. But I know , I have so many things to talk to you . When we wanna go for lunch ,your action really shocked me. It is when you offer to sit at the behind seat , together with me and Siti. And surely beside me. I dont know what youre trying to show, but its really make feel "something" . And thanks for the dinner treat. 18th April 2019 Little did you know, how much I put your name in my prayers- day and night -and my tahajud . I send du...